:+: between will and Allah blessing :+:

3weeks ago i was in the state of chaos actually due to my D&T factors, in addition to the facts that i have to let go people*it really frustrating*. even the discussion dat i have with sum1 doesn't really help me much. Only the soul of prayers lead me to the feeling of relieved eventhough tears always come out, warming the heart of the belonger.

all because of the doa that always come out from the mouth and reminder in the heart with Allah will make the heart stay come and purified...

" Ya Allah sesungguhnya aku hanyalah hamba-Mu yang hina, yang hanya inginkan keredhaan-Mu dan bukannya benda-benda yang melalaikan ku seperti benda-benda yg buatku tidak puas hati atas ketentuan yang Kau takdirkan. Ya Allah berikan ku rasa redha dengan ketentuan yang Kau takdirkan. Sesungguhnya itu lah yang terbaik dan tunjukkanlah aku jalan-jalan yang terbaik. Ya Allah hanya keredhaan-Mu yang aku inginkan..."

With thus and Allah Will i regain my stability and move on berusaha with the belief that what im facing and every decision made and every place that i hve been thrown to was the best place for me to gv my fullest effort even just as someone who are just doing the small parts.. Believing that small part's also a big part that complete a jigsaw puzzle.

In D&T that is what matter each responsibilities given, big o small are quite important... the major thing that need to be settle is "niat" *sigh*

Niat why we are doing it. On what purpose and etc. we could have like 101 schema answer that are dry but actually in D&T it is all about wanting redha Allah...

Think back.. it hurts in the 1st place but Allah always given the best for his hamba...soO whether we wanna choose our sturborn head to follow our own will or renewing our niat on what Allah have fated to us...

The major thing's Moga Allah redha dengan diri kita dan kita redha dengan apa yang Allah berikan dan takdirkan...

Assalamualaikum

Allah adalah tujuan kami,
Rasulullah teladan kami
Alquran pedoman hidup kami,
Jihad adalah jalan juang kami
Mati di jalan Allah adalah,
Cita-cita kami tertinggi