Today i hv a new chatter fren who is quite frenly and direct braviz species nya.. "zie pernah tk suka lelaki yang ada gf udh?"-- atu nda direct nda th ku tau tu huhuhuhu. So i did dgn jujurnya share dgn ia abt my side story on dat.. Totally jujurlah *buat apa jua kan di hide kan, bende dah berlalu..Kisah lampau*
Ku ingat pertanyaan itu dan perbualan yang berlanjutan diantara diriku dan dirinya itu tkkn membuat hati ku terusik namun nyata ianya sedikit sebanyak mengingatkan ku akan diari kisah ku itu.. Byk pengorbanan yang terjadi kerana kisah tersebut.. Byk airmata yang mengalir.
One question dat make me feel more affected from d new fren is when she ask me "what wud u do if the gf tau udh?"....Honestly i cudn't rily answer her question bcz i do not wanna do anything bcz all i knw is dat guy rily love his gf...So i wudn't rily do anything stupid as in introducing a flaw in their relationship... I Myslf Like d guy gf personally...
"Zie wudn't ask for her forgiveness kh?" she ask again... Honestly i wudn't ask for that also bcz i know hw she wud feel... To forgive me for her wud be hard.. I won't be asking her to be more hurt then she already did..
Past is past..it is no more in the present... During those times i hv sacrifices d person that i love most, I hv hurt d person dat love me truthfully, i have dissapointed that person heart when i hv fall in love with sum1 bf... It was hurt for me too bcz honestly d person dat i sacrifices for the sake of that sum1 bf rily meants alot to me. I have destroy d belief that befall upon me, eventho forgiveness was given but i know how much i hurt the feeling of that particular person which after dat i decided to stop in love with that sum1 bf... *uptil now i cudn't look straight at d person anymore* totally an agony and pain.
To fall in love with sum1 that belong to sum1 is a troublesome thing... bcz we hurt like lots of ppl... i hurtz mine and f that sum1 gf know dat i hv love her bf once den it wud hurt her.... I know abt the words "Misuse of trust"... o d words "been betrayed" --- it is hurtful.... but for my case let me say it in capital "HE DOES LOVE U SO MUCH" Trust me...
Well in d end that new fren of mine introduce me to a blog of her friend*She is like love to blog hopping*, quite nice blog hehehe colouring2..
to that new fren thankz bcz make me remember abt my past and think... whoever urfren are who face the situation,i wnna ask her-- " Think wise and make the right decision, dn't be tergesa2 buat keputusan without pendekatan yg teliti"
Friday, January 30, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
:+: Kelmarin, Semalam dan Hari Ini... :+:
PS: I feel i wanna share take this post and post it in my entry this time bcz suddenly it's quite spooky to actually muhasabah diri diz way*huhuhuhu* Apapun i really te"OUCH" wit it...hrp every1 pun jua... thank pada izzah 2 share it up...*miss her* *^~^*
KELMARIN... Hujan turun lebat betul. Sesekali Sang guruh berdentam dentum. Kulihat Sang kilat berkejar-kejaran di langit tinggi.
SEMALAM.. Hujan dah berhenti. Sang guruh pun dah tak ada lagi.. Sang suria pula tersenyum berseri-seri. . Aku dah tak nampak lagi Sang kilat berlari-lari. .
Eh Engkau! Kau nak tahu? SEMALAM.. Aku dah tak pilu.. Aku dah tak sayu.. Sebab aku percaya dengan kata-katamu. . Yalah..kau kan kawan aku!
Aku genggam kemas-kemas tanganmu.. Aku akan cuba yang terbaik untuk membantu.. Tapi..kau kena janji sesuatu..
Kau kena KUAT! Kau kena TABAH! Kau jangan mudah tunduk, kawan!
HARI INI... Kulihat langit.. Gelap sangat.. Gelap! Sumpah aku tak tipu!
KELMARIN... Hujan turun lebat betul. Sesekali Sang guruh berdentam dentum. Kulihat Sang kilat berkejar-kejaran di langit tinggi.
KELMARIN... Dalam kehujanan itu.. Kau datang kepadaku.. Kulihat.. Wajahmu basah.. Aku menjadi pilu..
KELMARIN.. Satu demi satu kisahmu kauceritakan padaku.. Kau bercerita lagi.. Dan lagi.. Tanpa henti.. Aku menjadi lebih pilu..
KELMARIN.. Kau katakan padaku.. Jiwamu sakit.. Hatimu sempit..
Kau mengongoi kesakitan... Meratap kesilapan silam.. Kesilapan yang maha kejam!
Wahai Engkau! Masakan jiwamu tidak sakit? Masakan hatimu tidak sempit? Apabila kau biarkan Si Pengkhianat JAHILIYAH bebas merempit?!
Kau mengongoi kesakitan... Meratap kesilapan silam.. Kesilapan yang maha kejam!
Wahai Engkau! Masakan jiwamu tidak sakit? Masakan hatimu tidak sempit? Apabila kau biarkan Si Pengkhianat JAHILIYAH bebas merempit?!
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Namun, itu kisah hari KELMARIN. Dengar sini..aku nak bercerita kisah hari SEMALAM pula.
SEMALAM.. Hujan dah berhenti. Sang guruh pun dah tak ada lagi.. Sang suria pula tersenyum berseri-seri. . Aku dah tak nampak lagi Sang kilat berlari-lari. .
SEMALAM.. Kau datang lagi kepadaku.. Dan lagi..kau bercerita sesuatu...
SEMALAM...
Katamu..kau nak jadi orang baru.. Katamu..kau nak tinggalkan masa lalu.. Katamu ..kau nak bina hidup baru..
Katamu lagi.. Kau nak tangkap Si JAHILIYAH itu.. Nak sumbat dalam lokap.. Nak kunci kuat-kuat.. Tak nak bagi lepas.. Biar padan muka dia!!
Katamu..kau nak jadi orang baru.. Katamu..kau nak tinggalkan masa lalu.. Katamu ..kau nak bina hidup baru..
Katamu lagi.. Kau nak tangkap Si JAHILIYAH itu.. Nak sumbat dalam lokap.. Nak kunci kuat-kuat.. Tak nak bagi lepas.. Biar padan muka dia!!
Eh Engkau! Kau nak tahu? SEMALAM.. Aku dah tak pilu.. Aku dah tak sayu.. Sebab aku percaya dengan kata-katamu. . Yalah..kau kan kawan aku!
Aku genggam kemas-kemas tanganmu.. Aku akan cuba yang terbaik untuk membantu.. Tapi..kau kena janji sesuatu..
Kau kena KUAT! Kau kena TABAH! Kau jangan mudah tunduk, kawan!
Sebab untuk berubah bukan mudah! Aku akui..nak berubah, memang susah! Sebab Si Pengkhianat Jahiliyah memang sengaja mahu jadikan engkau sampah! Percayalah!!
Sebab itu aku benci dia! Aku benci JAHILIYAH! Jadi, kau jangan cuba-cuba berkawan dengan dia..
Kau mengerti? Perlahan-lahan, kau anggukkan kepala. Aku betul-betul lega..
Kau mengerti? Perlahan-lahan, kau anggukkan kepala. Aku betul-betul lega..
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Itu kisah SEMALAM.. Mari aku ceritakan pula kisah hari ini..
HARI INI... Kulihat langit.. Gelap sangat.. Gelap! Sumpah aku tak tipu!
Tiba-tiba.. Sang guruh sudah mula berlagu.. Kunampak di sebalik awan hitam itu.. Ada bayangan Sang kilat cuba main sembunyi-sembunyi. .
Aku cemas.. Tidak semena-mena. . Bayangan wajahmu menerpa di balik retinaku.. Aku cemas.. Adakah Sang Jahiliyah - Si Pengkhianat bolos, lalu melarikan diri? Dan menghurung dirimu kembali?
Aku sendiri tak pasti....... ......... ......... ......
Aku sendiri tak pasti....... ......... ......... ......
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Satu Dedikasi buat Diri dan Teman-teman yang dicintai..
Buat yang masih teguh memerangi karat jahiliyah yang masih bersarang di hati, teruskan langkahanmu! Namun, jika ada yang mula hilang arah tuju.. Kufaham, bukan mudah untuk memenggal musuh itu.. Namun, jangan pernah putus asa! Teruskan memacu laju kuda perangmu.. Menuju ke medan jihad itu! Menang atau syahid.. Itu sahaja pilihanmu.
Muhasabah Cintaku
Muhasabah Cintaku
Aku yang setia menanti..doaku tidak pernah henti,
Iman Muslihah
Sheffield
26 Muharram 1430
Thursday, January 22, 2009
:+: Xperience tarbiyyah Best :+:
Assalamualaikum bloggerz,
This is a story that r experience on the night of 20th january 2009... On that night we are having a gathering at Srusop. It was quite rainy that day, from morning til night*totally emotional, i love rain soo much*
It was 9++ pm when we all decided to go back home, that time it was really heavily raining.. Me, Cicitnya, Emy.F, mak yung and Qil was in one car*we were planning to send emy.F to her house in Penapar, Tutong but b4 that we nd to antar mak yung ke hostel UBD* while Miz and Idah in another car *she is sending Idah who leave in tanjung bunut* while Ami+her Bro*speedo* hv jz leave earlier b4 us*They are riding the so Awesome Lexus* and Ain and hani using another car*Ain nd to send tikah to her house at sg.Klugos*. Basically we all are using kereta yang kecil2. Soo there we goes zoom~zoom~ ke destinasi yang kami hajati.
All thru our journey, Me, cicitnya, emy.F, mak yung and Qil who are in one car are quite tentatively listening to Qil who are giving tadabur on surah Abasa. Quite interesting *jzkk pada Qil yang berusaha menyampaikan nya dengan pengetahuannya dalam berbahasa arab juga*.
"Bah kita sembahyang isya' dulu ah di masjid ubd" tiba2 kata cicitnya yang sedang sibuk memandu membuatkan kami semua mengiyakan*it wud be quite fun Praying bramai2* So the car head to masjid UBD but the weirder part is that all the light in the mosque was shut down *aik since when does masjid ubd close early*. Soo we then decide to send mak Yung dulu and then Zoom~Zoom~ we head ke Tutong using the highway..*still raining*
All along the journey, i was totally sleepy and tired because i was working that day with a full schedual that needed to be fulfilled and a responsibility that are put on my shoulders*totally Ngantuk* so i was like "Cicitnya Aku tidur dulu ahh~" and eventho i try so hard to sleep but i get totally worry since the car are like zigzaging in addition to it was following a car infront. Water was lashing toward the car not jz from the rain but also from the car infront *huhuhuhuh We almost have an accident when cicitnya try to overtake where a large amount of water are lashing toward our car* "Cicitnya!!! Bisai2 huhuhuhu biartah ku pengsan nah huhuhuh kan idup jua ku masih ni" Jeritan yang automatically kluar dari mulutku tanpa ku sedari kes terperanjat. Well *it was a total panic, which after that everyone chill* and emy.F cakap " Perlahan2 saja drive tu ehh" Soo with that kereta yang kami ikuti itu pun perlahan saja lalunya...well cut..
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Setelah melintasi jerudong tiba2 saja kereta yang kami ikuti itu berbunyi huhuhu jadi atas persetujuan semua kmi pun menunggu di tepi jalan dan merehatkan kereta itu slama 30 min *it was 10pm already...* while 1040pm cicitnya drive the car again and listening hard if the sound have stop...but there goes the sound again which everyone was confident that it come from the engine
"Bowhh masuk dalam enjin kali sudah air" kata emy.F huhuhuh den we hv to stop again and wait for another 30 min on the side of the road..It was 11pm and the road are so dark, den cicitnya wanna move a few more distant infront and we are exactly waiting near to the side of bukit panggal *tempat liat anak bulan* huhuhuhuhu everyone was like bising udah eventho some panicking don't know wat to do... Which we den decided to ask help from Abg mirah*si speedo* but no one was answering~~huhuhuhu with a total last decision of hope we dial up Adik Akhi Y and alhamdulillah he did answer*melegakan sedikit kepanikan*
"Knapa ukhTi? " tnya nya... maka kami pun menjelaskan mengapa kami menelepon nya... "Err kami pun terstranded jua rah jerudong tapi we try to help wat we can,ana wud call up g later, try to call CL " kata nya mengakhiri perbualan.. smpat juga Qil mendengar telepon sebelum menutup telepon berkenaan mencuri dgr perbualan paci2 nya "Wai kamu sister pun terstuck jua" wahahhaaha betapa lucunya... hampir dlm 20 min kami menanti langsung belum ada kbr berita bahwa paci berkenaan akan menghubungi kmi, kmi mula cemas kembali... Cicitnya lantas berusaha menghubungi Speedo skali lagi, "Alhamdulillah dia mengangkatnya" dan gez wat hehehha "Kami pun terstranded jua di jalan jangsak" kata speedo mengemparkan dan melucukan kami....hahahahaha kami terstranded beramai2 di jalan raya. Maka afta awhile utk menenangkan rsa cemas kami since kami rasa kami wud tido djalan raya malam itu Qil pun berkata "Jom bca mathurat" maka kami pun membaca mathurat beramai2 tenang rasanya...smasa hendak berdoa tiba2 telepon berdering nama adik Y terpapar di skrin hp, cicitnya lantas menjawab...Sementelah kami menyambung bacaan kami dan menghabiskan nya, tiba2 sebuah kereta berhenti di sebelah kmi dan nampak kelibatan 2 org lelaki didalam nya bertanya..."Ok kah?"
Alhamdulillah rsanya tika itu, akhirnya kami dibantu oleh kaum adam...Fuhh lantas kami turun dari kereta beramai2 dan beralih ke blakang kereta bertelepon...Masing2 tika itu sibuk dgn telepon *aku dgn panggilan dri kak Zu, Ayu dgn panggilan dri speedo, Qil dgn panggilan dri abgnya manakala emy dgn panggilan dri khiar*. totally Sibuk tanpa kmi sedari bahawa 2 lelaki itu menghilang dgn kereta mereka...hanya menyedarinya kala emy berkata "Aii mana tia durg ahh??" huhuhuhu meskipun diri ini cuba berfikir positif bahawa mereka mungkin meminta tolong pada rakan2 mereka lainnya *husnu zhon* namun tunggu punya tunggu kelibatan mereka langsung tk ada....
okai im gnna cut a few adegan yang melucukan kami eventho mungkin memanickan seperti apabila Qil meminta tolong abgnya to aga kami, d abg basically ckp "ermz nda dapat tow kah?? ada telepon towing kah??" *GRRRR~~ totally menguji kesabaran org, dahlah kmi semua yang dlm keta tu semua perempuan n kat jln raya yang serba gelap dia blh dok ckp gtu pulak alahai~~*...k cut..
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Last2 around 11sumthing2 skali lagi adik Y mengesahkan bahawa kak Zu dan suaminya akan mengambil kami, Emy pula di ambil oleh abgnya... Maka kami pun menanti dalam kereta dgn sabarnya... Sambil2 Kami memuhasabah diri mengenangkan kejadian yang berlaku pada kami malam itu hinggalah Qil berkata " Mungkin sebab kita lambat2kan solat kali tadi, sepatutnya kita sembahyg saja tdi tarus b4 kan balik di srusop ahh, LAJU EHH KITA SOLAT!!" PAP!! terasa benarnya lantas kami pun mula keluar dari kereta berhujan dan mengunakan botol yang berisi air utk berwudhu"
"Bah camna ni, dimana kan sembhyang?" soal Qil.
"Didalam ketalah ndakn kita kan sembahyang diluar keta, atas jalan raya berhujan2 krg lain pulang jadinya lagi. kata ucap kita ajaran sesat tah plang" balas cicitnya
"sesat apanya ehh~~kan sembahyang jua kita ni" balas Qil smula... memang nampak kenyataan trsebut tika itu namun jika kami sembahyg dijalan raya juga tika itu berhujan2 pasti benar kereta2 yang lalu lalang pasti akan rasa kami ni ajaran sesat atau kurg2 pun kurg siuman huhuhuhu.. lalu kami pun solat duduk didalam keta. It was 12sumthing2 and alhamdulillah around that time akhirnya ka Zu dan suaminya telah tiba...k Cut
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We reach home around 1++am di rimba..There another tarbiyyah awaits us hahahaaha gez wat~~ Me,Cicitnya and Qil have to knock the pintu rumah 4 abt 30 mins~~~*We dont hv the house key+ka Zu have already leave us infront of the house*
Bermacam2 usaha kmi cuba utk mmbangunkan pghuni rumah tersebut including message, telephone, mengetuk pintu *smpai kn pacah rasanya udh* but org rumah tk de response huhuhuh tarbiyyah~~tarbiyyah~~ masya'Allah macam bermacam2 memikiran melintas di kepala kami n d option are as follow :
For the 1st tym ever afta balik Brunei, kami ditarbiyyah smpai kan menyedarkan kami betapa der's no such thing as coincidence + a lots more of stuff such as "Huhuhu lapas ni nda ku mau buat dosa g ehh" begitulah tahapnya.. begitu byk pengajaran dan rasa2 nya semua org yang menghadapi semua itu turut merasai perkara yang sama i'Allah... segala puji bagi Allah yang mengaturkan yang terbaik buat hamba-hamba-Nya.
Apapun Allah takkan uji hamba-hamba-Nya tanpa mengambil kira kemampuan hamba-hamba-Nya utk menghadapi ujian berkenaan.. Masya'Allah Subhannallah Allahuakhbar!! i'Allah semua i/a yang di uji merasa gembira dgn ujian yang ditimpa kan pada mereka..*secara peribadi , i did enjoy myslf*
Lotz was hppning namun kesinambungan kisah malam itu tidak berakhir sampai itu namun turut di cukupkan bentuknya dgn cerita dri Miz dan Speedo serta cicitnya*yang menjdi mgsa rompakan oleh 2 org lelaki yang kmi pkr membantu kami dijalan raya itu*....
JZKK buat i/a yang membantu kami serta juga pada rakan diri ini yang siap menemani diri ini menenangkan kebosanan waktu menanti di ambil olh kak Zu..jzkk...Jazakumullahu khairan khatira'
I end up it here wit d sharing of
Assalamualaikum...
This is a story that r experience on the night of 20th january 2009... On that night we are having a gathering at Srusop. It was quite rainy that day, from morning til night*totally emotional, i love rain soo much*
It was 9++ pm when we all decided to go back home, that time it was really heavily raining.. Me, Cicitnya, Emy.F, mak yung and Qil was in one car*we were planning to send emy.F to her house in Penapar, Tutong but b4 that we nd to antar mak yung ke hostel UBD* while Miz and Idah in another car *she is sending Idah who leave in tanjung bunut* while Ami+her Bro*speedo* hv jz leave earlier b4 us*They are riding the so Awesome Lexus* and Ain and hani using another car*Ain nd to send tikah to her house at sg.Klugos*. Basically we all are using kereta yang kecil2. Soo there we goes zoom~zoom~ ke destinasi yang kami hajati.
All thru our journey, Me, cicitnya, emy.F, mak yung and Qil who are in one car are quite tentatively listening to Qil who are giving tadabur on surah Abasa. Quite interesting *jzkk pada Qil yang berusaha menyampaikan nya dengan pengetahuannya dalam berbahasa arab juga*.
"Bah kita sembahyang isya' dulu ah di masjid ubd" tiba2 kata cicitnya yang sedang sibuk memandu membuatkan kami semua mengiyakan*it wud be quite fun Praying bramai2* So the car head to masjid UBD but the weirder part is that all the light in the mosque was shut down *aik since when does masjid ubd close early*. Soo we then decide to send mak Yung dulu and then Zoom~Zoom~ we head ke Tutong using the highway..*still raining*
All along the journey, i was totally sleepy and tired because i was working that day with a full schedual that needed to be fulfilled and a responsibility that are put on my shoulders*totally Ngantuk* so i was like "Cicitnya Aku tidur dulu ahh~" and eventho i try so hard to sleep but i get totally worry since the car are like zigzaging in addition to it was following a car infront. Water was lashing toward the car not jz from the rain but also from the car infront *huhuhuhuh We almost have an accident when cicitnya try to overtake where a large amount of water are lashing toward our car* "Cicitnya!!! Bisai2 huhuhuhu biartah ku pengsan nah huhuhuh kan idup jua ku masih ni" Jeritan yang automatically kluar dari mulutku tanpa ku sedari kes terperanjat. Well *it was a total panic, which after that everyone chill* and emy.F cakap " Perlahan2 saja drive tu ehh" Soo with that kereta yang kami ikuti itu pun perlahan saja lalunya...well cut..
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Setelah melintasi jerudong tiba2 saja kereta yang kami ikuti itu berbunyi huhuhu jadi atas persetujuan semua kmi pun menunggu di tepi jalan dan merehatkan kereta itu slama 30 min *it was 10pm already...* while 1040pm cicitnya drive the car again and listening hard if the sound have stop...but there goes the sound again which everyone was confident that it come from the engine
"Bowhh masuk dalam enjin kali sudah air" kata emy.F huhuhuh den we hv to stop again and wait for another 30 min on the side of the road..It was 11pm and the road are so dark, den cicitnya wanna move a few more distant infront and we are exactly waiting near to the side of bukit panggal *tempat liat anak bulan* huhuhuhuhu everyone was like bising udah eventho some panicking don't know wat to do... Which we den decided to ask help from Abg mirah*si speedo* but no one was answering~~huhuhuhu with a total last decision of hope we dial up Adik Akhi Y and alhamdulillah he did answer*melegakan sedikit kepanikan*
"Knapa ukhTi? " tnya nya... maka kami pun menjelaskan mengapa kami menelepon nya... "Err kami pun terstranded jua rah jerudong tapi we try to help wat we can,ana wud call up g later, try to call CL " kata nya mengakhiri perbualan.. smpat juga Qil mendengar telepon sebelum menutup telepon berkenaan mencuri dgr perbualan paci2 nya "Wai kamu sister pun terstuck jua" wahahhaaha betapa lucunya... hampir dlm 20 min kami menanti langsung belum ada kbr berita bahwa paci berkenaan akan menghubungi kmi, kmi mula cemas kembali... Cicitnya lantas berusaha menghubungi Speedo skali lagi, "Alhamdulillah dia mengangkatnya" dan gez wat hehehha "Kami pun terstranded jua di jalan jangsak" kata speedo mengemparkan dan melucukan kami....hahahahaha kami terstranded beramai2 di jalan raya. Maka afta awhile utk menenangkan rsa cemas kami since kami rasa kami wud tido djalan raya malam itu Qil pun berkata "Jom bca mathurat" maka kami pun membaca mathurat beramai2 tenang rasanya...smasa hendak berdoa tiba2 telepon berdering nama adik Y terpapar di skrin hp, cicitnya lantas menjawab...Sementelah kami menyambung bacaan kami dan menghabiskan nya, tiba2 sebuah kereta berhenti di sebelah kmi dan nampak kelibatan 2 org lelaki didalam nya bertanya..."Ok kah?"
Alhamdulillah rsanya tika itu, akhirnya kami dibantu oleh kaum adam...Fuhh lantas kami turun dari kereta beramai2 dan beralih ke blakang kereta bertelepon...Masing2 tika itu sibuk dgn telepon *aku dgn panggilan dri kak Zu, Ayu dgn panggilan dri speedo, Qil dgn panggilan dri abgnya manakala emy dgn panggilan dri khiar*. totally Sibuk tanpa kmi sedari bahawa 2 lelaki itu menghilang dgn kereta mereka...hanya menyedarinya kala emy berkata "Aii mana tia durg ahh??" huhuhuhu meskipun diri ini cuba berfikir positif bahawa mereka mungkin meminta tolong pada rakan2 mereka lainnya *husnu zhon* namun tunggu punya tunggu kelibatan mereka langsung tk ada....
okai im gnna cut a few adegan yang melucukan kami eventho mungkin memanickan seperti apabila Qil meminta tolong abgnya to aga kami, d abg basically ckp "ermz nda dapat tow kah?? ada telepon towing kah??" *GRRRR~~ totally menguji kesabaran org, dahlah kmi semua yang dlm keta tu semua perempuan n kat jln raya yang serba gelap dia blh dok ckp gtu pulak alahai~~*...k cut..
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Last2 around 11sumthing2 skali lagi adik Y mengesahkan bahawa kak Zu dan suaminya akan mengambil kami, Emy pula di ambil oleh abgnya... Maka kami pun menanti dalam kereta dgn sabarnya... Sambil2 Kami memuhasabah diri mengenangkan kejadian yang berlaku pada kami malam itu hinggalah Qil berkata " Mungkin sebab kita lambat2kan solat kali tadi, sepatutnya kita sembahyg saja tdi tarus b4 kan balik di srusop ahh, LAJU EHH KITA SOLAT!!" PAP!! terasa benarnya lantas kami pun mula keluar dari kereta berhujan dan mengunakan botol yang berisi air utk berwudhu"
"Bah camna ni, dimana kan sembhyang?" soal Qil.
"Didalam ketalah ndakn kita kan sembahyang diluar keta, atas jalan raya berhujan2 krg lain pulang jadinya lagi. kata ucap kita ajaran sesat tah plang" balas cicitnya
"sesat apanya ehh~~kan sembahyang jua kita ni" balas Qil smula... memang nampak kenyataan trsebut tika itu namun jika kami sembahyg dijalan raya juga tika itu berhujan2 pasti benar kereta2 yang lalu lalang pasti akan rasa kami ni ajaran sesat atau kurg2 pun kurg siuman huhuhuhu.. lalu kami pun solat duduk didalam keta. It was 12sumthing2 and alhamdulillah around that time akhirnya ka Zu dan suaminya telah tiba...k Cut
cut
Cut *we have to leave the car*
We reach home around 1++am di rimba..There another tarbiyyah awaits us hahahaaha gez wat~~ Me,Cicitnya and Qil have to knock the pintu rumah 4 abt 30 mins~~~*We dont hv the house key+ka Zu have already leave us infront of the house*
Bermacam2 usaha kmi cuba utk mmbangunkan pghuni rumah tersebut including message, telephone, mengetuk pintu *smpai kn pacah rasanya udh* but org rumah tk de response huhuhuh tarbiyyah~~tarbiyyah~~ masya'Allah macam bermacam2 memikiran melintas di kepala kami n d option are as follow :
- teruskan mengetuk pintu*f nada jua terpaksalah kami tdo dluar rumah waktu tu berhujan2*
- Bangunkan durg using alarm keta *since keta durg akan berbunyi as f kami kan merompaklah tu..which 4 tiz option kami hv to cncel it up bcz if we do it semua jiran2 yang berhampiran akan tbangun.. lain plang cetanya lagi tu*
- Jalan kaki kumah Qil yang jaraknya wud take like 30mins *which aku and cicitnya malas kan buat since kami rily nd a rest*
For the 1st tym ever afta balik Brunei, kami ditarbiyyah smpai kan menyedarkan kami betapa der's no such thing as coincidence + a lots more of stuff such as "Huhuhu lapas ni nda ku mau buat dosa g ehh" begitulah tahapnya.. begitu byk pengajaran dan rasa2 nya semua org yang menghadapi semua itu turut merasai perkara yang sama i'Allah... segala puji bagi Allah yang mengaturkan yang terbaik buat hamba-hamba-Nya.
Apapun Allah takkan uji hamba-hamba-Nya tanpa mengambil kira kemampuan hamba-hamba-Nya utk menghadapi ujian berkenaan.. Masya'Allah Subhannallah Allahuakhbar!! i'Allah semua i/a yang di uji merasa gembira dgn ujian yang ditimpa kan pada mereka..*secara peribadi , i did enjoy myslf*
Lotz was hppning namun kesinambungan kisah malam itu tidak berakhir sampai itu namun turut di cukupkan bentuknya dgn cerita dri Miz dan Speedo serta cicitnya*yang menjdi mgsa rompakan oleh 2 org lelaki yang kmi pkr membantu kami dijalan raya itu*....
JZKK buat i/a yang membantu kami serta juga pada rakan diri ini yang siap menemani diri ini menenangkan kebosanan waktu menanti di ambil olh kak Zu..jzkk...Jazakumullahu khairan khatira'
I end up it here wit d sharing of
"Believe in Allah make u believe that u cud go thru anything Allah takdirkan buat dirimu dgn rasa redha dan tawakal pada-Nya"
Assalamualaikum...
Saturday, January 17, 2009
:+: Kembali Ke Brunei :+:
Assalamualaikum bloggy
Miss Me?? Alhamdulillah i hv been back in brunei on the 15th january 2008 *2 days ago* hehehe haven't got an anything to update yet bcz need to get myslf like lotz of ideas and etc...hehehhe k. to all KYAAA!! i do MISS you GuyzZ hehehe...
Miss Me?? Alhamdulillah i hv been back in brunei on the 15th january 2008 *2 days ago* hehehe haven't got an anything to update yet bcz need to get myslf like lotz of ideas and etc...hehehhe k. to all KYAAA!! i do MISS you GuyzZ hehehe...
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
:+: Seminars Going On :+:
Assalamualaikum Bloggy^^
Alhamdulillah im glad that im back blogging after more or less a week (Dec30-Jan06) eventho tz gonna be like again my another chipmores blog huhuhu bcz i wouldn't be blogging for another a week (Jan07-Jan15) bcz im gonna be attending a seminars sumwhere out from Brunei....*WorkCall*
Well i really wanna scream, seriously....... hhahahaha bcz again time is moving faster than i expected... well let see...
i was back from KK on the 23rd den i was staying at my Grandmother house@Luagan Duduk for like 6 days(from jan01 to jan06) den hmmph on the 2nd i was interview for a jobs, OMG!! den on the jan4th all of sudden i was ask to attend a meeting in the job place and KYAAA!!! i was accepted *SHOCK!!!* that day it seem like again im having d word "SYSTEMSHOCK" which jz like during in Telbru... D Next day jan05 was my first day to work and guess wat?? First day working i was like 11mins late huhuhuhu n SERIoUSLy 1st day working's Tiring huhuhu...*sigh*Hmmph den on the 6th alhamdulillah i actually manage to masak Dimsum heheheh *Congratez to me and my adik nana n rina* eventho d shape aren't like dumpling but popia shape actually still our parent cakap "OK2 blh tahan nyamannya" hehehe d word's SUcCeSS!! alhamdulillah...Works?? hmmph my 2nd day working on the Jan06 arent' that bad bcz i start remembering names and get to know dem better....n it seem like im attached to them already wahahah cute kali~PS: I owez get tired after works soo afwan for nda terlayan msn
Jan07 dat's today, 3rd day of working*Tired* bcz i been transfer to a new environment hence again i have to start knowing names and new faces huhuhuhu ohwell but d most exciting part's "now i know hw to actually remember people names and faces*alhamdulillah...
k. i wud end up til here for my chipmores blog hehehe bcZ im getting tired and geezZ later@6pm i wud have to wen to a'port sooO again don't mizz me til the Jan15 heheheh n for dat im giving everyone a HuGZZ *hugZ*
k... a sharing today would be from wat a doa that i heard numbers of kids reading this morning, which really touches me... May Everyone have the same feeling too^^
Alhamdulillah im glad that im back blogging after more or less a week (Dec30-Jan06) eventho tz gonna be like again my another chipmores blog huhuhu bcz i wouldn't be blogging for another a week (Jan07-Jan15) bcz im gonna be attending a seminars sumwhere out from Brunei....*WorkCall*
Well i really wanna scream, seriously....... hhahahaha bcz again time is moving faster than i expected... well let see...
i was back from KK on the 23rd den i was staying at my Grandmother house@Luagan Duduk for like 6 days(from jan01 to jan06) den hmmph on the 2nd i was interview for a jobs, OMG!! den on the jan4th all of sudden i was ask to attend a meeting in the job place and KYAAA!!! i was accepted *SHOCK!!!* that day it seem like again im having d word "SYSTEMSHOCK" which jz like during in Telbru... D Next day jan05 was my first day to work and guess wat?? First day working i was like 11mins late huhuhuhu n SERIoUSLy 1st day working's Tiring huhuhu...*sigh*Hmmph den on the 6th alhamdulillah i actually manage to masak Dimsum heheheh *Congratez to me and my adik nana n rina* eventho d shape aren't like dumpling but popia shape actually still our parent cakap "OK2 blh tahan nyamannya" hehehe d word's SUcCeSS!! alhamdulillah...Works?? hmmph my 2nd day working on the Jan06 arent' that bad bcz i start remembering names and get to know dem better....n it seem like im attached to them already wahahah cute kali~PS: I owez get tired after works soo afwan for nda terlayan msn
Jan07 dat's today, 3rd day of working*Tired* bcz i been transfer to a new environment hence again i have to start knowing names and new faces huhuhuhu ohwell but d most exciting part's "now i know hw to actually remember people names and faces*alhamdulillah...
k. i wud end up til here for my chipmores blog hehehe bcZ im getting tired and geezZ later@6pm i wud have to wen to a'port sooO again don't mizz me til the Jan15 heheheh n for dat im giving everyone a HuGZZ *hugZ*
k... a sharing today would be from wat a doa that i heard numbers of kids reading this morning, which really touches me... May Everyone have the same feeling too^^
"Ya Allah
ingatkanlah kmi apa yang kmi lupai
ajarknlahx3 apa yg kmi ketahui
pastikanlah kmi membacanya quran
jadikanlh ianya hujah kami.."masya'allah... subhannallah... jzkk
@Tungku, Jan0709, 2:13pm,Condition: im tired + ngantuk +OMG i leaving brunei again..
.may Allah permudahkan sgala urusan dan tidak susahkan*rabbi yassir wala tuassir ya Kareem*
ingatkanlah kmi apa yang kmi lupai
ajarknlahx3 apa yg kmi ketahui
pastikanlah kmi membacanya quran
jadikanlh ianya hujah kami.."masya'allah... subhannallah... jzkk
@Tungku, Jan0709, 2:13pm,Condition: im tired + ngantuk +OMG i leaving brunei again..
.may Allah permudahkan sgala urusan dan tidak susahkan*rabbi yassir wala tuassir ya Kareem*
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