Things are sort of strange this few months *huhuhuhu* ohwell mybe that is just hw i felt but seriously ntahlah.... Mcm kn terus bertabah n hold on pun payah jua p as usual kena pandai2 handle apa2 yg dhadapi. Sometime mcm kn gv up ja p bila buat cmtu nda jua sampai ati. Ngalih lah tz beberapa bulan.
Ketawa, nangiz, marah2, strezzo, silence pun mcm udh jdi part of hidup.*Cramp Cramp* wondering jua cmna blh jd miatu. apapun mcm makin lama makin "whatsoever" huuhuhuhu. Baru2 ni kakak ckp " Nk zie yg dulu~" huuhuhuhu i wnder mcmna zie yang dulu tu?? smpai nangis lh olehnya... n d nxt day pkr punya pkr alhamdulillah Allah buat diri ani realize one thing that zie yg dulu never done that's "terlalu byk take account on things" in which to say zie yang dulu is sum1 yang really wont bother a single things, wont take things to the heart, biarkn benda2 remeh2 mcm angin saja. sum1 yang acuh nda acuh...kuat handling perkara2 yg totally unimportant.... So pagi2 jmpa kakak untuk tnya for her view " azie yg dulu ni cmna??" n ia ckp " sum1 yg tabah" hahahahaaha apapun thankz kak :)
kdg2 rily tired honestly~~~ kdg2 rily feel alone~~~ kdg2 rily rasa takut~~~ n kdg2 rily rasa dissapointed but then kan all those are uncomparable with dgn rasa takut wud kehilangan apa yang valuable kini....
Moga Allah permudahkan segalanya
