:+: After a very long time :+:

Assalamualaikum*^-^*

Alhamdulillah IM BACKKK!!! wahahaha alhamdulillah after a very long time finally im back again with blogs... heheheh quite not update with my daily event rcntly bcz hmmph LOTZZ wahahaha *blushing* anyway there are lotz of thing that i done to keep my self chill and settle down hehehe ohwell ohwell soo update::

Life :: hmmph alhamdulillah eventho everynow and den headache alhamdulillah still ongoing

Work :: BZZ banget p kan alhamdulillah adapt udah rh tmpat kaja... One thing 4 sure about work's bila mana im quite lazy doing weekly report*NGALIHH~~* p one thing yang siuk is dat dapat jumpa Ahsan everyday hehehehhe *missing him*

Family :: Alhamdulillah relationship with fam.members is going quite well jz dat since recntly ani jarang2 balik kampung soo yeahh pyhlah~~.. *Missing NaWi*

Friends :: Hmmph mcm 2,3 ari ani ramai org kuat nyamal and emosi2, agak totally cramp lah jua *sigh* aku g jenis acuh nda acuh soo mcm malas th ku mujuk2 org*sigh* p basically every1 need times and so do i...

Apa g ahh kn di update ahh~~ ohwell so far that's all hehehe k. Assalamualaikum....

Condition: Still Adapting to my blogs life 'again'

:+: Gonna b Missing :+:

Assalamualaikum dear bloggers,

I wud be missing for a few days this tym due to certain reasons and things that need to be solve... sooo rily2 not gonna be involving myslf for d meantym to blog. *huhuhu im really gnna miss blogging~~* oh well~~

By then see you guyz in d nexttym im posting an entry then~~...*^-^*

Assalamualaikum

:+: Langit dan cahaya :+:

Kelmarin diriku sekali terpesona dengan langit dan cahaya yang menembusinya.Tersentuh rasa hati ku... Diriku sgt2 boleh dikatakan begitu tersangkut apabila melihat langit, smpai mcm org angau pun ada gak kwengx3..

Reason kelmarin tu mendapat perhatianku ialah bilamana dari 1 part langit tu terdapat pusaran bulatan halus yg betul2 ketara,

Subhannallah... Seringkali ku perhatikan langit kerana diriku seringkali mudah merasakan kekuasaan Allah dari situ, tersentuh nya hati kerana ianya mengingati diri ini dengan Allah yang Maha Pencipta. Bilamana lihat langit diri tanpa sedari beristigfar pada kekurgan diri pada mengingati Allah. 'Subhannallah' itulah bingkisan yang keluar dri mulut ini bila melihat langit2. Sebut zikrullah itu sudah cukup mengentarkan hati ini, mengingatkan diri ini tentang kematian dan perkara2 dosa yg diri ini lakukan dalam sehari itu*muhasabah diri*.

Alhamdulillah, segala puji bagi Allah yg telah memberikan nikmat dan kurnia-Nya yg byk pada sekalian manusia dan diri ini. Dan yang sentiasa mengingati diri ini tentang siapa lah diri ini, *hanya dari segumpal darah*....

:+: Picture smart :+:

Today im having the intention to write something but terasa sgt susah untuk mengukirkan kata2. *sigh* mungkin kerana how i felt about myself, surrounding and etc telah jdi terbiasa utk disimpan kat dalam dada. Recently telah jdi agak pemendam *kahkahkah* cn't reason why but it better disimpan if it does not menambahkan iman pun... Kadang2 rasa tiz is the phase that i need to be more concentrated on benda2 yang mendatangkn faedah dalam D&T...i'Allah...

Hmmph yesterday was my 1st tym with p2 for art and it was like amazing seeing them with watercolour*In my primary, i never try watercolour b4, huhuhu so im totally jeles of them in addition to that was amazed*. But what amazed me more was how kids behave soo actively with their drawing, surrounding friends and etc... Suddenly i have the feeling of watching them more and more closely, get quite attached with them everynow and them. Sometime i felt as if we are in one very big family*since each of us have different names that cud be easily memorize and difference characteristics*.

*speechless* i don't know what to say anymore, hehe soo better jz liat gambar-gambar berikut hehehe*taken due to the way he colour his drawing..Quite smart~~*

:+: Another Song :+:

Artist : Opick
Lirik Lagu : Opick - Rapuh

Opick - Rapuh

detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu

PS: Recently im hearing tiz song mcm pagi, ptg, siang, malam smpai waktu tdo ani wahh~~ GEEZ perkara harus tah banar... During blogging this post pun, i was hearing to the song kwengx3 repeatedly huhuhuh *lagi parah*.... Actuallynya i was looking for the song untukmu teman but last2nya tersangkut this song.... Hmmph kan post gmbar plak my HP was on charge sooO iath mls kn diambil and dibuka2 lagi huhuhu *nxtym ja ku post gmbar one of the picture smart student ku heheheh cute~*

:+: Langit d bawah pantulan cahaya :+:

Okai today, i was with cicitnya and Hani lepaking sama2 til around 5pm we hv to zoom-zoom ke jln lama tutong to send Hani back home. Soo all along the journey me and cicitnya was bla~bla~bla about one of the cutest student dalam our school smpai tahap dup~dup~ani wahh until suddenly i look up and SUBHANNALLAH~~MASYA'ALLAH~ the sky really are amazed me...Soo I got totally drawn to the sky smpai nda sadar that my hand quickly get my handphone and*KLIK*KLIK* few pictures throughout the journey of the sky i've taken till cicitnya cakap "Bah Jgn th ku dilayan nah" *hahaha bien* but seriously the Langit today was totally Subhannallah, Another breathtaking langit dat i have ever seen dengan izin Allah jua... Masya'Allah... So just wanna share it with the rest of the bloggers and frens out there...hehee soo here is the pictures

:+: BubbLy BubbLy :+:

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For the year 2009, i hv to admit that i hv been sort of away from some of my usual frens that used to be with me. *sigh* I do have to admit that i do miss them though.... Really misses them but it seem like d continous pullover have make me unable to totally have a great deal of together2 gathering with them everynow and then*sigh~feel bad about it really, hope able to jumpa you guz soon especially the PRinCEZZes*.

Soo since such frequent thing happen i started to hang out with my bubbly fren who love bubble and gez what~~ it seem as if i started to like bubble also hahahah... Eventho the bubble was not as big as i imagine it wud be when myBubbly Fren explaining it to be but alhamdulillah i felt calm watching*I STILL LOVE THE LANGIT!! Tho*..... the bluish colour are quite contrast and it wud be really nice if i were in a place like the underwater tunnel* hahaha overly dream*.

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Thankz to my Bubbly-Bubbly frenz for such wonderful moment and for blanja'ing me whenever i felt totally lost.. Thankz also bcz bringing me to buy my strawberry Shortcake~~~nyum~nyum~nyaman hehehe....

It's aint about the bubble that touches me most but bcz of the ukhuwah which really showed...May Allay bless you and give you all the very best thing, AMEENx3.... See you asap soon i'Allah*hugz* *^-^*

:+: between will and Allah blessing :+:

3weeks ago i was in the state of chaos actually due to my D&T factors, in addition to the facts that i have to let go people*it really frustrating*. even the discussion dat i have with sum1 doesn't really help me much. Only the soul of prayers lead me to the feeling of relieved eventhough tears always come out, warming the heart of the belonger.

all because of the doa that always come out from the mouth and reminder in the heart with Allah will make the heart stay come and purified...

" Ya Allah sesungguhnya aku hanyalah hamba-Mu yang hina, yang hanya inginkan keredhaan-Mu dan bukannya benda-benda yang melalaikan ku seperti benda-benda yg buatku tidak puas hati atas ketentuan yang Kau takdirkan. Ya Allah berikan ku rasa redha dengan ketentuan yang Kau takdirkan. Sesungguhnya itu lah yang terbaik dan tunjukkanlah aku jalan-jalan yang terbaik. Ya Allah hanya keredhaan-Mu yang aku inginkan..."

With thus and Allah Will i regain my stability and move on berusaha with the belief that what im facing and every decision made and every place that i hve been thrown to was the best place for me to gv my fullest effort even just as someone who are just doing the small parts.. Believing that small part's also a big part that complete a jigsaw puzzle.

In D&T that is what matter each responsibilities given, big o small are quite important... the major thing that need to be settle is "niat" *sigh*

Niat why we are doing it. On what purpose and etc. we could have like 101 schema answer that are dry but actually in D&T it is all about wanting redha Allah...

Think back.. it hurts in the 1st place but Allah always given the best for his hamba...soO whether we wanna choose our sturborn head to follow our own will or renewing our niat on what Allah have fated to us...

The major thing's Moga Allah redha dengan diri kita dan kita redha dengan apa yang Allah berikan dan takdirkan...

Assalamualaikum

Allah adalah tujuan kami,
Rasulullah teladan kami
Alquran pedoman hidup kami,
Jihad adalah jalan juang kami
Mati di jalan Allah adalah,
Cita-cita kami tertinggi

:+

:+: Life's hard but Allah owez shows a way :+:

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah

This recent days aren't quite tough as i think it wud be. Alhamdulillah it was like 'Tarbiyyah' dari Allah to actually make myHeart fill with joys and happiness eventho there are ujian that have to be face... Alhamdulillah*segala puji bagi Allah* Because of Allah Will and the strength given to this uncapable slave of Him, Alhamdulillah i was able to continue moving with a heart full of kesabaran dan kesyukuran. Alhamdulillah*Pada Allah yang memberi rasa tenang pada diri ini, *Alhamdulillah...

There are quite lots of rasa syukur that i wanna shout out loud such as :

Alhamdulillah Im still Living for another day
Alhamdulillah im still able to see daylight
Alhamdulillah im still able to see night
Alhamdulillah im stil given the ability to see
Alhamdulillah im still given the ability to smell
Alhamdulillah im still given the ability to feel
Alhamdulillah im still given the ability to touch
Alhamdulillah im still having healthy kidneys.
Alhamdulillah im still having a healthy heart
Alhamdulillah im still having a healthy pancreas
Alhamdulillah im still having a healthy body
Alhamdulillah im still having a healthy digestive system
Alhamdulillah im still having a functioning eyes
Alhamdulillah im still having a functioning ears
Alhamdulillah im still having my hand that could move, type, and do lot of stuff
Alhamdulillah im still having my leg that could stand, walk, jump and etc
Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah

Above all alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah im still having islam as my-Deen, Alhamdulillah im still living as a muslim, alhamdulillah im still putting all my effort to understand islam, Alhamdulillah im still looking for keredhaan-Allah, Alhamdulillah im still on the path that teaches, shows,and guide me to a mission as a hamba-Nya, Alhamdulillah...

Ps: Alhamdulillah lets us sama2 muhasabah how we are alhamdulillah in His Blessing masih dalam keadaan yang boleh berusaha mencari keredhaan-NYA... Alhamdulillah let us take a stop and think how much hv Allah give to us start from meniupkan roh kita ke jasad kita hinggalah hari kita bernafas kini.... May Allah sentiasa membuka hati kita untuk terima hidayah-Nya,

Ameen Ameen Ameen
* LET US STOP AND THINK*